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Actually I’ve got to share something. It’s been going on in my life. As I reconcile with God, everything, in and out of me, is being restored by Him. My broken relationships are restored. God shows me again His miracles today. What He had done years go in my life, He’s doing it again now. I don’t know what I have given to Him so He does that beautifully and wonderfully beyond imagination for me. I learn that from His own word, which tell this “draw near to God and He’ll draw near to you.” -James 4:8. For me it really means when God presents in my life then all that I have which have broken and ruined will be replaced to as they were and even better. I believe only God can do.

I was losing my great friends & people whom I love so much because of my own mistakes. I was misusing God’s grace in my life and then choosing to walk on my own and stayed away, and finally got separated from God’s love. I thought it was okay to live that way, but it’s not. It feels so dark and feels like I am totally out of God’s protection. Since I chose to do everything on my own, I made my self bigger than God and put me to the side of God’s enemy. I then felt rejected to wherever I go, Church community or even friends and family, where in the fact it is not true at all. I got deceived because my mind was not guided by God’s word. As I lived in my own way, I didn’t touch Bible at all, nor read it. I didn’t pray as well, except giving thank for the food I eat. So my mind was easily defeated because I didn’t feed my spirit at all. The bitterness at past came again and haunted me as well. It made my problems in life bigger and bigger and eventually I got sucked in; Couldn’t release myself as I’s getting weak and weaker each day.

One day, I visited a local Church. Actually sometimes I went church if I feel like to. I thought on my mind, it didn’t change me at all though I came every Sunday. See? I was so ignorant. This time and from that very time when I visited it, the word of God I heard every Sunday in every service where I in began to touched me. My ears no longer deaf to hear the word of God preached out. So when I back home and the every day life seemed change. Well it’s not instantly change me in a second, but it does something in a way I can’t describe.

So I learn that hearing the word of God especially when we are down is a must, because God can do beyond our imagination. His word will free us and give us back our freedom to do what is right. We will get free from the slavery that has let us down and imprisoned us.

Don’t let your guard down! If you think you are fine and every thing seems under control, you still need to hear the word of God and do it! Pray! Because you don’t know what will be in front you. When you feel that you need to turn off your games and/ or everything that you are working in the middle to pray then don’t delay it. If you delay then later you will have no more other time to pray.

I also learn that after I received His forgiveness and His love was so overwhelmed in me I started to go back again to my habit. The time which I have allocated from playing games and doing something else to pray and to read His word was being switched again to what I started before. I then began to had no time for God and disappeared again from His love. That shows how dangerous it is; To delay the time to pray and to listen to the word of God and feel content or enough. What I mean in feel content or enough is something that can make us feel enough and don’t need God anymore. Just satisfy and that’s it.

So whoever you are and wherever you may be “Be strong in God. Take a heed to God’s word carefully. Learn to do His word.” He is kind and gentle. If we are not sure how to be obedience since we are weak, then pray and ask God Him Self to soften our hearts so we may be able to do it.

God bless, I am really glad can share my joy here.